Veiled Deception

Chapter 3: Internal Conflict

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Back in her room Sarah begins to relive the events of the evening. Soon a feeling of disgust started to rise in the pit of her stomach thinking about the vile things she had done. Sarah began to think about calling her mother. Maybe she could explain why she had allowed herself to degrade herself to those women.

"I can't allow these people to push me around, I should call mom and have her put a stop to this, NO, I can't tell mom, oh Sarah what have you gotten yourself into" Sarah thought.

"Maybe I should just go ahead and complete the initiation process maybe then they would respect me and I could quit. Damn it, damn it, damn it."

Sarah was tired and went to sleep trying to rationalize her participation in the depravity of the initiation.

After a good nights rest Sarah still felt overly conflicted and decided she had to call her mom and talk with her. Afterall her mom was in this sorority so she must know what is happening. Sarah dials her home and the maid picks up the phone.

"Summers Residence" came the voice.

"Hi Doris, is Mom home I really need to talk to her." Sarah responded.

Doris informed Sarah that her Mother was out but was expected home shortly.

"Doris, could you please have Mom call me at school the moment she comes home, I really need to talk with her it is urgent." Sarah requested.

"Of course Ms. Summers" Doris replied.

Sarah hangs up and sits wondering what she could do when the phone rings. Sarah rushes to the phone hoping her Mother was on the line.

"Hello, Sarah, Doris said you sounded upset, What's wrong," came her mother's voice.

"Mother, I'm participating in these depraved rituals, I don't think I can finish and I certainly don't want to have to re-apply next year or to let you down. What can I do Mom?" Sarah blurts out.

"Sweetheart, I knew this would be hard and a real test of character and self-confidence. Look, trust your instincts, use your skills and finish the initiation, you'll be glad you did."

"Mom, the initiation is sex oriented, I can handle most of the tasks, but the final task is supposed to challenge everything you are, I'm a virgin, Mom and I don't want my first time to be some weird sorority fuckfest."

"Sarah, calm down and trust your judgment. Quitting isn't the answer, completing it is. Look, Honey, I gotta run, your Father wants dinner and its 8:30. Call me tomorrow and tell me how the second initiation task went. Love you, Bye."

"Mom, dammit, OK, talk to you tomorrow, love you, Bye."

Sarah sits, feeling a little better, knowing her mother would be there if she needed her, but wondering about the final task. Sarah decides to relax and watch TV. She strips her clothes off and lays on the bed, when the phone rings.

Sarah answers.

"Hello"

"Pledge, report to the sorority at 3, you will be the guest of honor, be ready and DO NOT BE LATE."

The phone disconnects and Sarah's heart skips a beat. Sarah jumps up, showers, changes and heads to the sorority.

"Hi, pledge, glad you could make it," states Ms. Phillips.

"Good Evening, Ms. Phillips, thank you for inviting me," replies Sarah.

"Sarah, the second initiation task requires finesse and control. Do you have a boyfriend?"

"No, Ms. Phillips."

"Do you masturbate, Sarah?"

"I'm not comfortable answering that question, Ms. Phillips."

"Sarah, indulge us, masturbation is the key to success."

"If you must know, yes, I play with myself occasionally," states Sarah, nervously.

Ms. Phillips smirks, summons the sisters and leads the pledge to a large room with a stage.

"Please strip and take a seat Sarah." requests Ms. Phillips.

Sarah undresses and mounts the stage, feeling very uncomfortable. The sisters enter and surround the stage, standing before the pledge. Sarah stares straight ahead and the sisters smirk and laugh.

"Sisters, welcome, tonight, Sarah is going to masturbate in front of you. Sarah, begin and use the items before you. Begin."

Sarah stares, blushes, picks up the vibrator and slowly spreads her legs. Sarah presses the vibe against her clit and moves it around. She becomes wet and slides it into her cunt, fucking herself, quickly. Sarah is turned on and her breasts become erect. Sarah fucks her twat, brings the vibe to her mouth and sucks the juices. Sarah begins moving her hips, closing her eyes and fantasizing she is being fucked. Sarah increases her pace, fucks her snatch and climaxes, loudly.

"Very Good, Sarah, return to the dorm, shower and meet Mrs. Anderson in the commons area.

Sarah dresses and does as told and is greeted by Mrs. Anderson.

"Sarah, excellent job this afternoon, now come, follow me, we have something to discuss," states Mrs. Anderson.

Sarah does and is escorted into the sorority, taken downstairs and asked to sit. Sarah does and Mrs. Anderson speaks.

"Sarah, masturbation is important and is the key component to tomorrow's initiation task. Listen, carefully, after tonight, there is no turning back."

Sarah stares, her feelings of uneasiness returning.

"Sarah, tomorrow, you are to masturbate continuously, in front of the sisters. You cannot stop, or you will fail and be initiated next year. You cannot climax and the longest anyone has lasted is 45 minutes. Are you sure you are ready?"

Sarah pauses, unsure if she can finish the initiation.

"Sarah, decide NOW or leave and never comeback!"

"Mrs. Anderson, I WILL pass this initiation," states Sarah.

"Wonderful, tonight, eat a light snack and drink plenty of fluids. Get a good nights rest, shower and report here, immediately. Good luck Sarah, see you tomorrow," states Mrs. Anderson.

"Thanks, goodbye, Mrs. Anderson."

Sarah returns to the dorm, eats, drinks and tries to rest, her mind a jumble, her thoughts racing. Sarah tosses and turns, unable to sleep, wondering what the morning will bring.